At seventeen, Elizabeth Jordan lost her first boyfriend in an accident. At twenty-two, she lost her fiancé in another accident. She crawled into a bottle of vodka to cope and stayed there for over a year. When a surgery went horribly wrong, the only way Elizabeth could see to remove the pain was suicide. She watched her parents deteriorate as she cared for them, and losing them weeks apart dropped her into a pit of darkness. Three months later, she lost one of her greatest friends, sending her even deeper into darkness and despair. And all of this while she dealt with a nephew who was on meth and a sister who would not give her mother her dying wish.